the lost sun

my younger nephew is gravely infected by a gang virus. he's in a gang.. my family is being so naive about it!

all i can think about..when i think about him.. he's my sister's sun. He is not 6 ft 7 inches over 240lbs..only 15 years old. sigh.. why is he not playing basketball? ball is not everything but he actually can play and likes to play..but the street.. to his eye is just so sooo shiny.. like pretty polly for sure... he's a bezoomy bit drunk by the euphoria he gets..getting high.. probably knocking a few heads in and drinking..

I must think about this jewel a few times a week and yesterday is the first time i actually got on my knees to pray to God, for the 1st time, in a LONG, LONG, LONG time.. i stopped talking to God for a feel i am 1 with God each moment. but if you believe in a higher power, being..etc.. i think it's important to really go in..and make a conscious effort to be thankful for what we have and who we have in our lives... I pray for my nephew to come back home.. in addition for myself.... i lost Mina..and this is paining my thoughts, so please look out if you can..for the thoughts are at a deafening volume inside..the feeling is incredible.. i do need the help

Bong.. on to "Luuuuuuuuuke" - doris lang vampire hunter d

Luke 15

Luke 15:11-32 (New International Version)
The Parable of the Lost Son 11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.

13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father. "But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[a]'
22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.

25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'

28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'

31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "